CaHayA kASiH

mature..
apekah ayat yg plg best nak describe about "matang"??..
yg menepati maksud dan ertinya sebenar.."kita haruslah berfikiran matang"
n "cuba jadi seorang yang lebih matang"..itulah ayat yg selalu kite dengar..
macamana yg baru dikatakan matang itu sebenarnya??
peringkat umur berapa yg dikira sudah matang..
atau matang tak semestinya sudah dewasa??camne agaknya nak pk dgn matang yerr??dan camne jugak nak berkelakuan spt seorg yg
matang??..sedangkan diri sendiri tak kelihatan spt seorg yg matang ponn..
ermm..kdg2 kite rase sudah cukup matang..tp bila adekalanya kita berkelakuan
spt lebih muda dr usia kita..terlalu matang pon xbest gak..ye takk??
so ala kadar jer cukop laa aku rase kott..tp smpi bile nak mcm tuh??..
huhu aku pon xtau…

trn kl last thursday..tujuan utama utk farewell one of my bestest frens
yg nak further study g aussie.."LOLA" d others, nana,anem,zil n ayu
is coming saturday moning n isma in da evening.. friday moning, smpi kl
it’s quite tiring..dat afternoon, rahma n dila is coming to my house..
since aku br je smpi umah..xtualy aku ade plan nak hangout dgn
zue kol2 tuh..but sorry sumenye tak dirancang dila n rahma lepak2 kt umah smpi kol4..pastu aku ikut dila blk umah die kt cheras..lepak2 jap borak2
pastu mlm kami g putrajaya..what a nice view at night..
n anyone yg dtg kl,my pleasure to bring u all here..saturday morning,
aku kene balik umah since nnt diorang smpi kl..
dorg smpi dlm kol1 kt umah..then nana went out wif Yan..
n d others stay at home since it was raining..so xdpt kuar laa ke mana2..
alkisahnye dorg nih blom mkn lagi..so kite kene masak laa..
haha..kite buat nasi goreng kosong..xde ayam or daging..
just letak telur n crabmeat..n guess what..even nasi tu
xde laa best mane,disebabkan lapar..habis laa jugakk..hehe..
sape laa yg masak tuh yer??anem ker??..hehe..
mlm ayu,anem, nana n isma p jln2 kt putrajaya dgn azila..
aku dgn zil tinggal kt umah..g careffour dgn zil..beli brg dapur..
then tomorrow moning,kol 7.30 sume dh get ready.. just waiting for
married couple neeza n johan..nak g klia..kami dh lambat sebnarnyer..
but really, syukur kpd Tuhan,kami smpt jumpa aila..
a few minutes b4 her waiting call..sume blari takut xsempat jumpa..
smpi jer kat platform G,it’s very touching..n we felt so hard..
that one of us,..went far away to Aussie..
we’ll allways remember you..that shows how close we are
n love each other very much..cuma mai saje yg xde..
she cannot come..but i know u must miss us so much rite, mai??
u take care my frens!n jgn lupe bile dh dpt kawan baru nnt yerr!!..

adik..korg ade adik? aku ade adik sorg laki sorg pompuan..i’m glad to have each of them.. even sumtimes adik nih menyusahkan..u r responsible for them n it’s burden..huhu..n it’s very precious to have them…really ,i really mean it..teruk skali mcmane pon,itu la adik aku kann…aku pon bkn baik sgt ponn..i’m lucky ade adik mcm nih..of cos…nasib ade sorg jer adik laki..kerenah die, yarabbi.. sabar je laa..suke sgt buat org rase annoying..rase geram nak marah n so on..menyampah..makin ditego makin menjadi..teruk tuh mmg teruklah..but teruk mane ponn..he is responsible..ape yg die buat..n obedient…tak tinggal solat but it’s normal kalu solat lambat..suke usik orang..tak kire laa mama ke, aku ker..siap aa kena aa dgn aku…bile die mereng tuh ,tak tau aa nak ckp..konon tensen dgn cikgu la..keje skolah laa…kelakar rasenyer…sian kecik2 dah tak btol..suke nak jerit2 name aku wat aku sakit ati..n satu perkara plg aku tak suka.. he keeps talking n talking n talking..potpet2 je keje..suke membebel..kalah pompuan..cerita psal tu laa..inilah..kalu tak cerita, asik bertanya..bakpe? wakpe?doh gane?..bla..bla..blaa..diam lah!! bising jer..aku nak dok diam pon x aman..haha..but sumtimes i feelsorry for him..sbb kalu tak kene berleter tak sah..mesti kene marah..ade je..tak papa,mama..tak aku..anis..iyerr..bleh aa hidup ari2 kene sound..kalu aku mau makan ati ari2 kene sound..gile laa..kalu laki, lagi aa..memberontak..tp hati dier lembut..kdg2 bkn xnak buat tp saje xnak tunjuk rajin..suke menyebok lg satu..die sebnarnye lonely..xde kwn laki maklum aa ade kakak jer..kakak2 plak sume malas nak layan..haha..koyeng..koyeng…

loving someone is tiring..
waiting for someone u love is very tiring…
how much you waits..
it’s hurts..

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so.. dun love someone or waits..
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